Flashback.

Just three days ago, I received the news that Bukit Jambul Girls Team won the KFSPP competition.

Boy, I was so so happy to hear that :) I couldn't stop smiling when I received the news.

Hats off to EVERYONE in the team and to their awesome captain, Mesha! That girl is a fighter and her determination has always caught my attention ever since she started joining the club.

Later at night, I was talking to Ruben, a school friend of mine as he was updating me about how the girls played etc.

Just so you know, Ruben was the captain for the BJ Boys Team in 2012.. and they were... *coughs. Champions of the year. ;)

After the short conversation, I started to think back about the experience I had during KFSPP 2012.

It was a bucket of different emotions all in one - nervous, scared, inferior, excited, super duper nervous.

Being the captain for the girls team wasn't my choice, I knew that floorball wasn't much of my passion.

However, due to circumstances, I had to take up this role and work alongside with Ruben.

Looking back to KFSPP 2012, which was two years ago, during the final match and how my team lost during a penalty shoot, I remember breaking down immediately as I got off from the court.

I usually don't cry, but at that very particular moment, tears just rolled down from my eyes and I couldn't control them.

I remember feeling like a failure to my coach, my friends and everyone in the team.

Heart breaking would probably be a mild statement to describe the situation.

And till this very day, I thank God for a few people that stood by me throughout my 2012.

One of them is Chow Zhu Qing :)

 This girl found out that I broke down in one of the toilet cubicals, waited outside until I came out and gave me the longest hug, telling me it's okay.

You supported us, you cheered for us, you shouted for us, and you were there for me at my lowest point.

Despite the fact that we are so many miles apart and barely communicate now, know that I'm thankful for you :)

To the other Jambulians who have been there for me as well, Su Ann, Sara, Hui Mui, Kimberly, Ruben, and Daniel Boey :) thank you all so very much.